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Dunno what to do right now,, well actually yes i know

i have to doing my task, check the structural knowledge task, doin’ environmental report n journal, and many other things

but, i dunno why i’m sitting in front of my laptop and writing this

haha,, you must be so sick of reading this, well,so i am

actually, i’ve been really busy lately, always get home at night and directly sleeping while i came home

i’m feeling so tired, but My Lord has strengthen me

well, in this situation, i don’t know, why suddenly i’m feeling lonely (don’t ask me why, coz i don’t know either)

i have many friends around me, have sisters to share my life with, have my family that by hearing their voices always make me glad, and the most important i have MY God that really loves me

it’ll be the most weird statement knowing that i have them, but i’m still feeling lonely

i don’t know what happen to me,am i too selfish to them? why can’t i share my life to others? well, actually i really can and i really do ^^ (out of topic words)

based on which perspective u see this case

so, why am i being so lonely through this case? well for now, i feel that nobody can listen to my opinion,, i can not trust anyone to share my problem anymore

i’ve learn it from what have been happened to me lately

but, please do not be worried, i will survive

haha..

you know? I have a big GOD that can help me through this problem,, so what for feeling lonely if i have GOD beside me

He is sufficient to me!

I pray that  i will know God’s will more in my life, knowing what to do, and the most important i obey Him!

the choices are between obey the authority whether i must quit and find other field that God has prepare to me, maybe where i am today just a process of what he has planned to me

i will follow what my Lord has ask me, coz my life is no longer myself, but Jesus in me